when the (unsure) shadows
start (to) eat the light of truth
and the scars of stolen moments
start bleeding (again);
when the lump in your throat
just makes it so hard to breathe
and the beat of your lies looses its tune;
(making the dance of life impossible)
just remember that i am (so) far apart
so far apart that i (can’t) hear you scream
so far that i can’t even see your flowing hair
or your (sly) soul get ripped to pieces
so far (apart)
free from (the tangles of) your bind
emancipated from (the weight of) your smile
and (the enchanment of) your stare
so far apart to save you
to save myself
to see me drown in agony
of loosing my suffering (joy), because i am
afraid. lost. innocent. (at will)